Had a simple argument with my boyfriend and he refused to apologize to me. So, out of ànger, I decided to leave home without his consent and went somewhere else. I waited the entire day and night for him to call, but he didn’t. Out of frustration and a desire to hurt him, I decided to sleep with my ex boyfriend.
During the act, my boyfriend called me. Wanting to hurt him further, I picked up the phone while I was moaning. He asked me where I was and if I was safe, and I told him, ‘I’m safe and I’m being f**ked safely.’ When he heard that, he simply responded, saying he just wanted to make sure I was safe, and if I was, then that was great.
Afterward, I started feeling out of place, filled with guilt and regret. I decided to call him, but he didn’t pick up. He eventually called me back, but I didn’t know what to say. Instead, I asked if he was home. He said, ‘Yes, of course.’ I just said, ‘Okay, goodnight,’ and he replied, ‘Goodnight.’
I wanted to rush home immediately, but I was afraid he would be too angry with me. So I waited until morning, got a boda, and went home. When I arrived, he wasn’t there. I called him, and he told me to stop calling. I asked about the keys, and he directed me where to find them.
When I entered the house, it was completely empty. He had taken everything even my clothes as long as it was him who bought them for me , and the toothbrushes. The only things left were a few of my panties and some old clothes. I called him again, but I was blocked. Then I saw a message he had left me on WhatsApp. It said: ‘If you’re truly pregnant, and that’s my kid, the best solution for both of us is to abort before it’s too late.’
I loved this man so much, and I still do. I don’t even know what got into me or why I did what I did. I don’t know how to make him forgive me. I’ve been crying since morning, and I have no one to talk to. Every time I try calling him from a new number, he blocks it as soon as he realizes it’s me.
All I can think about now is ending my life. I need help. I need someone to talk to. I just don’t know what to do anymore.
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